i'm pretty,

Mar 28, 2008 - 13:54 PM PST

pretty stupid to think i can have my cake and eat it too.

i'm pretty upset at the fact my "best friend" the "person i was meant to be with" is dicking me over.

i've pretty much had it with the lies and the deception.

i'm pretty much fed up.

i throw the towel in, i cave.

i don't care what people say about me or how they treat me, but when they lie to me, it's over.

how can someone be so sweet when they have these intentions? i waited 11 years to be with him and it wasn't worth it.