Im So Sick Of This

Feb 22, 2008 - 08:48 AM PST

Im so sick of my mom comming home from work everyday pissed off about something.
When she is pissed of she yells at everyone.
I dont like being yelled at.
And one of these days she is going to push me to my limits and im going to commite suicide.
It's something I think about often, just never have the courage to accually do it.
I have dreams and if I kill myself I wont get to make my dreams come true and she will be to blame.
My dreams are i want to move to Canada, I want to be either a tattoo artist or a flight attendent, and the day i turn 18 im moving out and dying my hair, getting tattoo's and getting lots of piercings.
These are things my mom is holding me back from doing.