Just a little about good ol me

Mar 08, 2008 - 06:38 AM PST

I am not the best dancer, the best social worker, the smartest student, the best driver, by far, I will never be the best at anything, but God, I can love. I have loved every person that has ever meant something to me with my whole heart, and have cared about them. every single one, even if they are not a part of my life right now. My parents werent the smartest or the best parents either, but if there's one thing that I learned from them, it was how to love, and how to do it right. It sucks that sometimes it's just not enough. And you know what! I just don't really care if I can do anything perfect or right, if it can get me by, that is enough for me. I don't want people to change me into some high functioning talented good at everything person, cause then I wouldn't have time to think about feelings and emotions and love. I think thats why people ALWAYS hurt me so bad, its because I love WAY too much and I care WAY too much, so when I get dissapointed or screwed over, It's really bad for me, cuz I put WAY too much effort and love into it.