Just writing

Feb 03, 2008 - 19:47 PM PST

Ok guys i wrote all this in my cell phone before go work today February 03, 2008...is not something special is just random write from the bottom of my heart...



So, what happen when u get tired of everything and knowing that it doesn't matter how tired u are is going to be the same.!!what I have to do what I need to do what I lost what I win I can't fins anything is this dark room I can't get out of here even if I want to I can't. I can't find the door and no1 come to help me is a different case when we talk about ppl who are there for u like ur friends for example my best friend Christopher well is a different story cuz he is my best friend put not alway he agree w/ me so that makes some indifferences but anyway who cares I don't at lease a have friend there is ppl without friends, but the thing is what when that friend is not allow to open the door cuz it have a sealing!!!it just can be opened by pure love!!!ahhh is hared now cuz I know i love someone but that doesn't mean than that someone is coming to open the door!!! What should I do know when u feel in this hole; deep and dark hole close and scary, how come I get there when I was so happy why why this have to happen to me what I did wrong know I cheat on the mos beautiful, intelligent, lovely and honest girl but I was an ignorant I was a kid I was selfish I wanted all just for me ans is not the way it is. Now I'm here without love without a soul!!and I need it back I need to fins someone who can love me, that's what I need and I need it now I need it NOW!!! I watch a movie a few days ago!!I knew I was going to cry but there was this part of the movie when she said "I LOVE YOU" and I star crying like a baby I said dammit how mush I miss hear that's words, by the way the movie was A Walk to Remember.. but oh well some day, oh well is time to work!!!peace out