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Life at this time of the year.

Dec 22, 2007 - 20:48 PM PST

Blah... is all I can say. Lately life's just been blah. It just doesn't feel the way its suppose to feel right now. And I'm not just talking about Christmas, but the way my relationships are right now with people, the way life is trying to push me... and I'm trying to fight it saying "No, stop, stop... I want to go this way!" yet it seems like no one is listening.

I don't know if really no one's listening, or life's just being an ass thinking it knows where I should be going. Unless I'm the ass. And if this this exists, fate, if we are really suppose to do what we are meant to do, then isn't choice just an illusion?

But maybe I should figure out me before I figure out this world, or other people for that matter. I don't know who or what I am anymore, who I love, who I don't love. What I should do, or what I shouldn't do.

Title: Life at this time of the year.

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Dani

Dec 31, 2007 - 17:50 PM

This is one of those times where I really really wish I had some magic words to say that would make sense of what you're feeling/going through...but I don't. Because I'm stuck in this same rut, and I cant make sense of it for the life of me.

Cassie

Dec 27, 2007 - 08:43 AM

i'm in the exact same position... it's like, you can never know exactly how to act, because you don't know if that's truly how you feel, or truly how you want to act... and yes, everything begins to seem like an illusion...
cheer up, listen to some music, and try and let it pass.

nomadph

Dec 23, 2007 - 10:10 AM

figuring out yourself...my friends (around 25) call it quarterlife crisis...kinda like thinking if they're where they're supposed to be...since in 5 years, we'll be 30-ish old already...which isn't defined as "young" anymore...:(

Leviathon

Dec 23, 2007 - 03:36 AM

thats a terrible thing not to know. ha. but everyone reaches that point sooner or later. i guess you reached it sooner rather than later. early bloomer? i suppose im at that point too. yet i just am going with the flow so. eh. cheer up. things will smooth out eventually. i hope. ha.