Life Update.

Apr 19, 2008 - 20:25 PM PST

uhh hi i guess. I just want to update my blogs because i feel like im letting you people down... anyways lets see...Uh i watched a movie today...it was odd but good at the same time, its called The Number 23. im not going to tell you about it but you can watch it (im lazy). what else...uh iv decided that I am Atheist, and no im not just changing to it iv been on the edge of it and Christianity but i woke up and i dont think there's this so called "God" person. I dont have anything against religion i just am not a religish person. I do believe that there is a higher power though...science i guess. but anyways onto another subject....race. yes im going there im going to race. Im my world i dont believe in this black and white i believe that everyone is a different color of brown (besides the unlucky people with skin deceses) but other then that i think everyone is a differen color of brown. and yes i considere tan a color of brown. but thats just me. Uh what else...oh! this whole global warming issue, in my world, is getting out of control. its not that im not for helping the earth like poverity and polution but i think its global warming is just a cycle, and yes i do think we have a major part global warming but i think we should blame the whole thing on us because the scientist that are telling us to use busses are driving cars. yah and most of there cars are vans and last time i checked they havent made a hybrid van... ok anyways enough about issuses lets go on to better things.

well if you can call them any better :P

anyways allthough im one of thouse, live in the moment guys, i do think we have to plan ahead and this is what im planning.

after highschool ill try to get into Juliard (a music school). what i will do there i dont know probally somthing with playing music. if i cant get there ill try to get into a Jacksinvill University in Florida. ill do somthing with music or Art. idk yet.

but after college ill move to New York and buy an Big Apartment. one whole wall with me a window. i can see it now . Ill play jazz songs in cafes,coffee clubs, and jazz bars. if i cant live in New York ill try Europe. yah i know sounds expensive :|

from there idk what ill do. id hope to get marrided have a kid or 2.

in otherwords i want to have the jazz lifestyle...if you can call it that :P.

yah. oh and to top it off i want a tatto. idk what i want but i want it somewhere on my hand or wrist. not anytime soon but i want one

i also want to get snake bites (lip pericings) allthough im not really sure if i want those.

well im done ranting.

11:24pm uh yah c ya