Little Happinesses.

Mar 10, 2008 - 09:42 AM PST

Im beginning to understand that I am perfectly imperfect and that I am hopelessly hopeful. And I think I am going to be okay with these things. I mean thats life right? Acceptance? Or no?

Its life and human nature. We want what we can't have and when he have it- its way less awesome than we thought.

Happiness is overrated.
The only real emotions that people are comfortably familiar with are things like- boredom, anxiety, fear, frustrations, pain and all those other awkward emotions.. Because those are the emotions we feel most often..

No one is actually at ease with themselves and noone ever gets what they want.

Maybe I'm being naive or bitter or pessimistic and i am probably not making any situation any better. But hopefully someone might read this and might be able to relate..

I don't even know anymore. Part of everyone I think has optimism, but what is optimism anyways?

Sugar coated hope that maybe one day- you'll be that default picture that lay on the inside of every new picture frame you buy? Because "Oh hey- suckers, if you buy this frame- you can have a gorgeous wife and life on the beach..."

No. haha

I guess we all just need to find our own little happinesses and maybe somewhere a long the way, we'll find someone who loves us just for the person we are. And will take us however we are and we'll be the handsome couple on the beach-- maybe..

and maybe it'll actually be true love..
&& thats what I am being told life is all about...

So stay positive I suppose, because your destined for something good. God or Karma or whatever is out there couldnt possibly keep us all miserable forever.. Right?