MaddHatter | North Chicago, IL  • United States , Age 22

Love Defiency



Feb 10, 2008 - 20:42 PM PST

I've come to the conclusion that love is just a word until someone gives it a meaning. This may seem sad and pathetic, but the only one who's gave it a meaning was me. They say if you can't love yourself, then you'll live in eternal darkness. I guess I never changed the light bulb. Maybe I just have a Love Deficiency. Maybe my game cartridge is just a tad bit faulty. It's crazy how girls suspect me to be some girl magnet. Ha! Yeah, I'm a love magnet...A magnet that only attracts a negative. I gave up on the search, now it's time for someone to search for me. Hopefully, sooner or later this girl will be someone that can be with me, someone that won't try to change me, someone that will be that other half of me. For all you that have someone, "Lucky you." My sarcasm is a little too much for you isn't it? I can't help it if I'm acting like a total bitch. You see, it's my Love Deficiency. The symptoms are: envy and jealousy. The Cure: An Eternal Love Entity

Title: Love Defiency
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Feb 28, 2008 - 13:01 PM
I was once love deficient. Asexual at that. I didn't care to meet anyone for a while because the last heartbreak I had. Being alone and generally frustrated with my life did bring me to a breaking point and I was like f-this self-loathing. Then I found someone and I learned to love again. Given that love makes me crazy sometimes. It's an addiction. Sometimes it's worth it, I almost don't know when it gets really hard. I even want to revert to being single again when life was simpler and my life didn't revolve around this person. Nothing is every easy in love or not. Love takes a whole lot of work and sacrifice.

Feb 28, 2008 - 07:43 AM
Agreed on all respects here bud.

Feb 26, 2008 - 13:02 PM
your words make more sense to me, then most I have read on here. and I agree very much with your view on love you displayed here. not sure why I am really commenting guess just because I liked what you had to say and how you said it.

Feb 25, 2008 - 01:33 AM
i feel the same, whenever i get close im still way too far and man duz it suck
but we just gotta keep on trying i guess

Feb 20, 2008 - 19:39 PM
question - assuming an "eternal love entity" does exist specially for you, how can u be sure they haven't gotten so fed up and dispirited that they've decided to quit trying to find you, just as you've given up keeping an eye out for them, all bcuz the two of you haven't met yet?


i almost hate to say this, but being single's not all that bad, and being in an exclusive relationship's not always all that it's hyped up to be. you may say that i'm just stating the obvious, but i beg to differ. the relationships that you have with others, whether your status is as a single person or half of a couple, is only as rewarding and real as the time, effort, energy and care that the people involved put into it.

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