my return to singledom

May 15, 2008 - 20:47 PM PST

So I do not know why but I feel I should write something about this. I gave her almost a year and a half of my life, before we ended it last night. I would have done a video on this, but for some reason my sound was not there, boo. It is for the best that we are no longer together. My main reason for ending it was I was coming to the realization that I could not wake up next to her every day. That with there were other things, mainly how are families were so different and she had problems with that, and I with her comments about that. So yeah there is the fun of we still want to be friends but unsure how to really do that.

how did I spend my first night? Went out with friends to Hooters, then to another bar later with a number of the Hooters Girls. Where I spent a total of $40 on alcohol, of course being a dumbass and buying drinks for 5 of the girls, and this is a realtivly cheap bar. Ending the night in my friends bathroom vomiting. I was atleast smart enough to hand my keys to a friend so i wouldnt drive.

So where to now? Not saying I want to be in another relationship, or even go on a date, but what do I do now? Hell even if I wanted I have been away from the dating scene that I'm not sure what to do, it is not like riding a bike. What do single people do? I have gotten so used to going out with couples. Bah life changes suck sometimes.