My World Coming Together

Apr 21, 2008 - 15:31 PM PST

I stopped with telling how my world was falling apart cause now i know it is coming together. Thanks to my baby myself and i...I learned that not everything in life goes our way sometimes and there are times that we get pissed and give up...well not give up but try somethin different that can help us to succeed in what ever we want to do.
Thats how it is with me so far so....

Right now i am level headed and ready to try what i failed again and succeed in what i want to do FINALLY
but thank goodness for my baby, if he wasn't in my life right now along with the few most important people in my life i really would be in a wreck right now and just be miserable.

i thank god for my love and his sweet heart and understanding attitude to help me and push me when i can't push myself ...kinda give me that head start when i have no motivation...

^_^ Thank you God for my man...


So whats been going on well a lot of drama has died and Emily with out me having to lift a finger or say anything is gettin whats coming to her naturally so im just hearing whats going on and it just makes me laff so hard

Al and I have a what you call a school daughter its kinda funny how that happend...
Chelsea became our lil fake daughter hehe along with her 8 no 6 fake kids so my grand kids its funny makes no sense at all cause one Al and I are black and she is Irish White haha we just laugh about it.
I have a god child...Kevin ...lol Al and I's best friend...
its like become this big family...i have andy my sister in law its just plain crazy ya'll but its fun.

Al and I kinda take it a lil seriously at some points especially if Chelsea did something exceedingly stupid i m in mother mode and he is in father mode which really surprised me the first time cuz i was like wow...ya kno in my mind how that goes...

Through out these what is 2 months now ...
Its got us out of the dark times and hardknocks of this relationship and everything has become easier so we can focus on us more thank god especially now that he will be leaving for Bermuda soon...not sure when he'll be back...We held on thru all that stupid drama...well its stupid now then it was like what kept tryin to split us apart but ya kno how that goes.
Everyone help even with out like askin...
My ex even helped with out me askin it was crazy
My ex and Al now are like pretty good friends like if somethin was wrong wit al and he didn't want to tell me cause he scared or somethin he kinda tells cody its weird ya'll but it works...

June he leaves for Bermuda Im so sad i dont want him too but its best for me and him cause we gonna put our money together once he is 18 jeez dunno how long that would take but i can wait...movin out gonna get me an apt. live together but patience is key at this point MAJOR KEY omg hate patience he does too but we push each other so we can have a good foundation to start us off in life...makes perfect sense to me ...kinda made perfect sense to my daddy thank goodness that was the scary part...made sense to his pops too thank god he really wants me to be wit his son than any of these other tricks around here ... ... kinda had a talk with him that i dont think al knows about but yeah....

Thats my world coming together...
happy...
in love...
fightin...
strong...
Its all gonna come together