no more darkness..

Mar 20, 2008 - 01:16 AM PST

im back to thinking... i figured out that my problems is bigger than just the ocean... it lays with my ideas and self concept... maybe its just the unrelenting negativity and a huge self depricating problem... lol.... the ocean is there for me at any point in my life... she will be awaiting me ... shes just waiting for my to find myself.. and become a light in the darkness... to shine as the sun does at dawn ... the darkness backing off into its place.. and the light taking over the horizon... maybe all i need is a sunrise to help me... im sick of sunsets... that last glimmering hope of a job well done...and all the nessecity of fitting everything into 12 hours... this is it.. a new hope for a better day and a better life...no more darkness...