PERFECT

Mar 19, 2008 - 21:08 PM PST

It was so good to see you.
Even though you killed me.
It was so nice to touch you.
Even though you left me.
How is it your spell hasn't broken?
How is it you still have a hold on me?
Why won't you leave?
Why won't you go away?
It doesn't matter-
if my eyes are closed.
It doesn't matter-
when they're open.
I see you.
Your perfect face.
The memories begin to flood.
Once again...all over again.
How many times?
How many hours?
How many days will you rule this life?
When will it end?
When will you die?
When can't I see your perfect face?
In my dreams
the feel of your warm embrace.
The way you broke my heart
fuck your perfect face.
This is where it ends.
This can't go on.
I'm done living this way.