Poetry Compilation

Mar 08, 2008 - 12:41 PM PST

No love for those who look.

Those who look for love,
Oft' find that nothings there,
Life pushes and it shoved,
It seems like its not fair,
So If you come to find me,
just know that I'm not here,
and if you've come to love me,
THEN WHY THESE 18 YEARS?
[END]


To some one out there

two hundred smokes fill me with nicotine,
but thinking of you makes my feelings clean,
all the drugs in the world can hide how I feel,
but you'll never be inside of any pill.
the skin i can't touch, the love i can't find
the look of these lips my mouth can not bind
your eyes melt my heart, just look and see
that when I'm without you, I don't feel like me...
I love you I scream at two in the morning
Outside its cold but inside its pouring
I love you I scream, but nobody's there,
no skin to hold, no long silken hair,
I love you I scream, and i can't hold it down,
I'll never stop screaming, 'till I hear the sound,
The sound of your voice can make the sun rise
There nothing as deep as the pools of your eyes
and two hundred smokes can give me a fix,
but words of contempt i can only find this,
"I'll love you forever, I won't let you fall,
I'll get to a phone whenever you call,
I'll trust you with everything that I hold dear,
and I'll love you always, be you far off or near."
The picture of you can't stay in my mind,
you're beauty I guess, is one of a kind,
I can hardly explain what you are to me,
a beautiful goddess, with wings that float free?
or another leaf that breaks away from a tree?
what ever you are, I can not stop and think,
of all these feelings that made my heart sink.
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sXe, shit aint for me.

live by the X, thats your way kid.
as for Me i choose e and sid.
dont fuck with me ill make you pay
heres your last chance to get away
you sing your song and raise your fist
that was fine with me but now im pissed
you and i fight while im still high
this is the time you fucking die
your straight edge life isnt for me
i do not need your sympathy
ill glide along and just make through
but as for you your debt is due
you cant escape the system now
there is no way and aint no how
so run and hide your in the past kid
step to me and you get blasted

this is the time i make a stand
for all the drugs you reprimand
you cannot take away my choice
as long as i still have a voice

this is the time i make a stand
for all the drugs you reprimand
you cannot take away my choice
as long as i still have a voice
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Paradise

The natural flow of the world outside
Afar from society, no law to abide
the sun shines bright, the plants grow green
Go see the world, see what i mean
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Nymphs

The nymphs of the wild
a fine tune they do play
They dance through the night
and hide through the day
No cares no vices
just laughter and glee
so wild and free
let us be nymphs
just go have fun
we'll have but one diference
we'll embrace sun.
[END]

Tera-Firma

The planet beccons us
but few hear it cry
we all sit and watch
as it slowly dies
what can man do
we must change our way
theres only one earth
dont limit its days
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Nameless love poem

A beautiful rose,
her colorful cheeks
she centered my dreams
for numerous weeks
my lover my friend
together we lie
bound by this feeling
under blue sky
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you lips can sink ships,
you eyes tell no lies,
you stole all your beauty
from heavenly skies
snow fall is great,
its all same to me
but when next to you
its somthing to see
holding your hand
guiding my way
together we walk
through wintery gray
were walking through
the stormy dark weather
following you
together forever
the snow gets so cold,
its feeling so deep
you keep me warm,
together we sleep,
[END]



life in shade of grays
whole world in a daze
no definite lines
just biding the time
until the room can fade

it darkens and decays
until our final days
you left my side,
for once i cried,
just make it go away

fixed up and birthed anew
all i needed was you
you took me back,
i cannot crack
just you and i today
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Its so hard
to feel so broken,
on these lyrics
I am choking

Death from life,
worthless soul,
body's breaking,
life takes its toll

Worthless and fading
all of this hating,
it seems I can not awake
Drowning and dying
all of the lying
so now I guess were both fake

Loving for lovers,
you gave me this place,
slowly were breaking
these marks don't erase

giving me gifts
loving these pleasures
falling from this
your making my head hurt

Worthless and fading
all of this hating,
it seems I can not awake
Drowning and dying
all of the lying
so now I guess were both fake

your orgasms faking,
the life that is breaking,
your arms fall you seem so dead

pulling the knife out
straining this strife now
your lifelessly hurting my head

Worthless and fading
all of this hating,
it seems I can not awake
Drowning and dying
all of the lying
so now I guess ill break
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Government for the greater evil

Time to break away from hatred,
Time to take away the rules,
Time to fade away from ignorance,
Time to make away with fools

it is finally Time for action
It is time to make it right
Time to bring a new election
and bring water to the fight.

The sidelines is no place
at least for me to be
I think out side the box
making truth reality

Time to stop the lies that hold us
time to bring the world some truth
time to mach through the streets
and gather up the worlds youth

why is it we see the problems
and we want to solve them now
the adults vote for more chaos
its the children who know how

Lets take him out of office
its simple enought to do,
Its time to solve the problem,
and the solution is you,

time to make a world of justice
time to finally draw the line
time to let the world trust us
but to change now is the time

there are children like us everywhere
it is up for us to change,
they are plauged with HIV
why should they die to pay?

god cannot save us
because hes not there
babies die at birth
i ask you is it fair?

It is time for you to stand up
Its time to show your voice
it is time to make a diference
Its time to make your choice

Blood satined hands dictate,
All i need to know is why,
you justify you actions,
yet the worlds children cry

No more blood

no more hate
no more droping bombs on schools
no more fate

I ask why must this time come,
why did we go to war
we are not solving shit,
as our soldiers hit the floor

I take look into the skies,
yet I only see your eyes,
Pull your body ever close,
Hold you tight and not let go,
circles forming on the ground,
the heavens spinning all around,
hold me close and steal the light,
with you i dance till its not night.
[END]

I locked you in a box,
and put you on the shelf,
Hiding all your beatuy,
while I sheild myself,
The outside world fades,
Nothing left to love,
You are the last thing,
I thought I'd hold above,
Forgotten dreams disturb,
My quaint and fragile mind,
Now I'm In a box,
And running out of time.
[END]

What i take i cant give back
it seems the best things are those i lack
i want you to love me for all my life
it just without you nothing seems right

You cut deep these wounds cant mend
loving for lovers, lets start a trend
peace in our time, loving you
its seems without you i turn blue

im no da vinci, im just here
having to lose you is my fear
if you lost i could not win,
you make the difference between now and then

your the one thing i need in my life
you have who i am on the tip of your knife
take my hand the end is near
lets run away and disappear
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Your beauty is something i cant comprehend,
The way you speak makes reality bend
with out you by my side, no colors could blend

The rising and setting suns must disappear
they steal from you beauty and make it unclear
your my darling angel whom i cant get near

I watch from a far in shame a disgrace
wish i could take you away from this place
so many who love you im last in that race

I need you i love you your what i desire
when im just near you my soul turns to fire
if i said that i dont need you call me a liar

your all that ive wanted for quite some time
ive found that with out you im losing my mind
slowly but surely my sanity's gone
im starting to think that its time i move on

this isnt what i want, but ive led astray,
we havent talked for quite a few days
im getting to worried i cannot control
its love i am felling, and ive lost control

i want you to love me as more than a friend
your beauty is something i cant comprehend
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why does this pain build
why does it hurt inside
why do i always see you
when i close my eyes

your a knife in my gut
your what causes the ach
your the bad dream i had
your what kept me awake

i hate what always you did to me
i wish i could take it all back
i hate how your always calling me
your the one person id love to lack

why does this pain build
why does it hurt inside
why did i always see you
when i closed my eyes

no effort and i got over you
is that what you think is love
now im taking my chance on new
on someone i can care of

your a devil in a horrid form
your a mistake that i cant end
your the cut that keeps on bleeding
your the one that took my friends

why did this pain build
why did it hurt inside
why did i always see you
when i closed my eyes

your nothing now
your just a scar
your just a cloud
that hid my stars

dead to me
you dont exist
mention of you
and i clench my fist

I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
and now your gone
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An ode to fate

shattered hopes and broken dreams,
nothings right, know what i mean?
Feels so fake i cant contain
horrid thoughts inside my brain
just one mor chance to stop the pain,
the mixed emotions deep inside,
the heavy confession i cant hide,
tender hands brings pen to pad,
some many ideas all of them bad,
every thought just draws a blank,
this lovely work and i just tank,
crash and burn i spark a rage,
an hour to dead line and not one page!
i fall asleep, dodging fate,
i guess reality has to wait.
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My addiction

Its an addiction,
one i cannot break,
Its an addition
i get what i take,
its an addition
this love i must make
its an addition
and everythings fake,
its an addition,
it helps stop the ach
your my addiction,
you keep me awake.