questions i wonder

Dec 14, 2007 - 18:54 PM PST

I was thinking of the questions I have had recently and here they are:
1) is there really such thing as a christian man and leader in a relationship? I havent seen it but been taught it but the one guy i fell for in the past didnt have that and it kept us from reaching a different level in our relationship. and inside i guess i think so many women settle down with guys that they are unequally yoked with, including myself, but what do we do about that? Any guys left believing in tradition, believing in putting me second in the end after god, ones that are waiting for their purity just as I am?

2) does anyone else feel like they have no earthly idea what they are doing or where they are going because I totally feel that right now. I am like dang dead end job, working so hard, and some days feeling like I am working backwards or getting no where. Will an employee see my actual hard work before I realize I can achieve better and realize education comes first? Am i going into personal training or is this just a side road for physical therapy. gosh i have a lot of choices to make...