Ramblings of a girl.....a new job??

Jan 09, 2008 - 12:47 PM PST

Well, the New Year is here and it seems that it is gonna contain a lot of changes at least in my life. As of late my job has had less and less hours so that is killing me financially..so I had to borrow some money from my grandmother and now she is giving me grief about it. I have started job hunting and it is making me sad..I know this may seem strange to some but I am a nanny and I am very close to the kids that I take care of and it breaks my heart to leave them. I also have come to realize that I hate looking for a job, for some reason it brings out all of my insecurities ..am I the only one that is this way?? So if you are reading this and are of the praying sort..please pray that I the situation with my job works out..I am hoping that my current boss will just put me on salary when he realizes he is gonna lose me.
Well, thanks for reading my rambling..which I realize turned into me whining..lol..have a good day!