Ramblings on love and loss...

May 11, 2008 - 23:14 PM PST

Emotions. Aren’t they a beautiful thing… Sometimes I agree with this and other times like this last week I wish that I were able to turn them off. In losing my dear, dear grandmother I have felt overwhelmed by the enormity of it all. At moments I have felt that I was going to be consumed with the pain of it all, and that I will never again go a day without crying as if my heart will break into a million pieces. It has seemed too hard at times ,but I know that I do not have to walk this road alone… I am loved by a God that promises to never leave me or forsake me and I am surrounded by amazing friends that have been my support as well as my comic relief…
I was blessed to have a grandmother in my life that brought me great joy and taught me many valuable lessons that I will never forget. I only wish that I had appreciated her more while she was still on this earth… I spent lots of time with her over the years but it is funny that now it doesn’t seem like it was enough. I regret that I didn’t tell her I loved her one last time. So here is my advice to you… tell the people that you love, how much you love them every chance you get. Because regret is a horrible thing.