Really bored.

Dec 31, 2007 - 15:23 PM PST

Em: I'm as hairy as godzilla.
Me: Godzillas scaley.
Tiff: Yeah, he's a giant lizard.
Em: Oh my god, you guys aren't kidding are you?
Me: No..?
Em: I always thought he was a monkey.


Yeah, those are my friends, i know what you're thinking but emily really isn't stupid, she's just never seen the movie.



My boyfriend is coming over soon, and to be honest i'm not as excited as i thought i would be. Is that bad?Nevermind, don't answer that, because i know it is. I hate this. i feel like the biggest bitch because of this. UGH. i hate it. And i keep on thinking about you know who. Ok, so maybe you don't know but it's the other kid that i've been talking about. He's so sweet and nice and funny. I'veliked him before too.we've been really good friends ever since seventh grade. But he's different when he's around his girlfriend. She changes himand i hate that. i like it at lunch because she's in first lunch and me and 'him' are in second so he's back to being normal again.

i'm terrible and awful but, i can'thelp it. I hate boys.


Here's a small section from of my favorite books 'Bloom' by Elizabeth Scott:
"Where are we going?" i asked.
"You'll see." Evan replied.
"I hope you know I'm going to keep asking till you tell me."
"Fine with me. I like the sound of your voice."
I try not to act like I've melted into a pile of goo, but really. He just does things to me.


I read a lot. Mainly love stories. I think that's only because of the lack of love that i face with my boyfriends. I hate that.





My new year's resolution: Don't rush it with guys. Make sure you like them before you agree to be their girlfriend.