Revelation

Apr 28, 2008 - 08:36 AM PST

So, it's been a while I felt like this. Not quite hopeful, more just hanging on for it. The woman I love took me the right to love her and I just took it back. Fuck her, fuck god and fuck the whole universe for saying, almost everyday, I can't have her. Is not about having her or not, is about loving her. And I do, I love her so much. Life long commitment(?) And, for the first time in a long time, I'm actually up for it. Today, april 28th 2008, and until I die I'll know this for sure: water gets you wet, fire burns, god exists (just not in the way most people want) and Tainá is in fact, the love of my life. Even I'm not hers. And god, universe, quit showing me the many possibilities of living, without her, living will be passing time watching tv shows. This is not a depressed statement, is the simple truth: this heart has an owner. Thanks though, it really showed you care.