S-U-M-M-E-R!! finally.

Jun 11, 2008 - 18:35 PM PST

hello everyone! long time, no blog...hardy har har. summer is finally here! and although i'm about to have heat stroke, i'm so happy to be out of school. let's see...yikes, its been so long, i have so much to tell! umm...if you read my Homewrecker entry about the boy, Nick...we're dating now! its amazing...and i'm in love. for the first time, i'm really in love. who knows how long it will last, but i'm going to ride it out and enjoy it for as long as it keeps going. umm... i have no idea how well or awful i did on my final exams in school, but HOPEFULLY i did alright. whew. I got accepted into the OCEANS 11 class at school for next year, so i'm very excited about that! its still an honors english course, but on top of that, its a College Writing course and i get THREE count em', THREE OBERLIN UNIVERSITY COLLEGE CREDITS!! YESSAH!! i must have written some damn good stuff in my portfolio. hahaha. also, i'm working REALLY REALLY hard on getting a job this summer. i've applied to like 10 places. problem is, summer has already begun, so lots of businesses have already hired their summer employees. and my mother isn't going to pay for me to go to summer camp unless i get a job. AND she's accusing me of not trying to get a job!! the FIRST DAY of my summer vacation, did i sleep in? NO! i went with my mother to work at 8am and searched online, calling businesses all over my town, for THREE AND A HALF HOURS! but was i really trying?? APPARENTLY NOT! and then i went around and got applications to all of those businesses, filled them out, and turned them in...but is that trying? oh no...not at all. SO THEN WHAT THE FUCK IS TRYING???!!!???? because i was under the impression that i AM trying. if i don't go to camp it's not the end of the world...but i've been going for the last 7 years! this isn't like it's something new! i don't know. anyway, in case you can't tell that last part is FRESH news....which is why i'm still very aggravated about it. but what are blogs for if not to vent?
-Lily, the sad sad little child who thought she was getting a job.