scared!

Apr 30, 2008 - 21:00 PM PST


I'm writing because a video will not be good today, I have lay around on my pjs all day thinking an evaluating many things in my life. What I really want to say is that sometimes I feel like packing up my stuff and going back to Mexico. I don't have any family here, and during hard times is hard to find friends that would truly care for you. I grew up looking at my parents and knowing that no matter what, they will be there for each other. It really hard to find someone who will be there for you forever. Life was suppose to be shared, not just with anybody. I look at my life and see the things that I value the most, and it is loyalty. Loyalty to my family, friends, biz partners and loyalty to my dreams.

I'm scared of the next steps in my life, I'm scared of not finding that one woman of my life, Im scared of accepting the price to pay for success.

Anyways, about the way I feel, well I would like to close my eyes and let myself fall an know that there is someone there to catch me. I been doing the caching myself for too long.

This too shall pass,
Where r you?