self portrait: July 2008

Jul 18, 2008 - 22:00 PM PST

Born in the apocalyptic massacre of autmn

forced to bear witness to the genocide of nature's vibrant colors

carried away since the very first day i decided to stay in this world

taken by the fierceness of the easterlies and western lies

addicted to the crowded atmosphere and desolate universe

subterfuge of society victim of sobriety refugee of reality

dead end thoughts; beliefs that for miles and miles

I forcast mundane madness for your generation

No stranger to sorrow, illegitimate bastard son of apollo, destined not to follow

inside crimson adolescence i survived my teething brain

couldnt feel so i had to see the blood rushing through my veins

now certain of my own existence, now existing without resistance, my final hour lacks persistance.

now i only bleed from the outside in

consuming your blessings and admonishing sin

I feel i must burn down the house to kill the rats inside...

-CArl...