Shadow Man

May 13, 2008 - 11:23 AM PST

So i started a new book
Its weird i have been reading a lot lately
Keeps me from blowing a gasket when somethin goes wrong at school AKA EMILY
I hate that woman gettin near my man
She right now is talking to me like i am a friend again haha think again

Anyways
So this book
Its about a 4'10'' federal agent in California...I WAS LIKE WOOOT MIDGETS!!! they whoop ass

Its been keeping me occupied all day from the terrors of the Emily Monster...

AHH
ok ok ok keep mind on the book

You guys should read it its worth reading its blood sad mysterious an amazing Thriller book if you are into that sort of thing
Anyways

I just feel down today..
just low...lower than low
i feel like im nothin but air or some mass that is here to take up spacein the world...

Literally
When a situation involving Al gets me mad
and i kno i need not to get mad
the best thing he can do is hold me... justhold me just hold me...like really thats all i want alot of the time
i jsut want to be held...
i kno he is active but i just wish he would just stop for a while and just hold me
i dont ask for much but that...
that would make me sooooo happy he just doesn't kno.