She Was The One

Jan 31, 2008 - 04:43 AM PST

So I've had alot of time to just sit in of my computer. It's been a month of keeping In contact with friends and faimly via Myspace also got back In contact with an old friend who is an Ex g/f she was THE ONE but It was complicated... Wasn't to long after I was out of high school worken full time spending alot of my time on Yahoo Firetalk "old Voice chatting" I spent days on the computer with lil or no sleep. One night I met Tina In a Yahoo chat room we started talken ended up talken into the next day exchanged pic's she had a 2 month old baby boy father's a deadbeat dad. She lives In Pa but she lived about 3 hours away I didn't drive at the time neither did she so my good friend at the time drove took da road trip later that day we got to her house around night fall chilled for awhile just getting to know her. Had a real good time not to long after that I we are dateing and my friend Is taking me up to see her like every weekend for almost a year. The relationship was great best one I had I loved being a daddy even know I wasn't the baby's blood father. I was young it was a very seariouse long distance relationship my 1st one for that matter I had to hide It from my dad cause he would have killed me for meeting a girl from the net and she had a kid. Only my close friends knew of the relationship but knew not to say anything to my dad or brother. But after awhile everything started getting to me my friend couldn't always drive me up and I was still unable to drive things were getting rough at home so I was becoming unhappy broke up with her in an e-mail not proud of it but was better that way. We still talked remained friends, not to long after I broke up with her something BAD! Happens....

Don her baby... Well he died Is his sleep one night I think he was only 2 yrs old but he had a rare diease his organs had been expanding and that night they got to the point were they couldn't expand anymore... When she called to tell me what happend I was attending a High School winter dance 2 of the friends that took the trip with me to see Tina were the 2 friends that sat me down after the dance too tell me that lil Donnie died... *I'm in tears right now* at 1st I reacted like any normal person would react, Shock disbeileave anger so many emotions came over me I just broke down. The girl I went to the dance with was still in the car she had no idea what was going on she knew about the Tina and Don. next few days we me Lori Matt make plans to make one last trip to Altoona Pa for lil Don's funeral. I was okay on the way up but as soon as I saw her exit sign I started getting emotional we all did cause Tina and Don were like Faimly to us...

I don't remeber much after this... Leaving him and her home town was The 2nd Worse thing that has ever happend In my life. Not too long after his death Tina went through some rough times moved back to her home town in Main... Lost contact for awhile then got back in contact but lost her again untill this past month, She found me on Myspace and we've been talken just about every day getting to know eachother again remanising about the good old days and current events.