Silence

Jan 29, 2008 - 18:46 PM PST

I had this crazy dream last night, I dreamt that you and I were no longer friends. It was quite droll actually; because it was caused through one of my notorious confessional: I know I’ll regret this later letters. I tried to wake up, but I couldn’t. You were angry and wanted nothing to do with me and I wanted everything to do with you. No matter how hard I tried I couldn’t wake up. I realize now that it wasn’t a dream. It’s reality. This is my reality. I wish we could talk things out, instead of not talking. I don’t know who’s fault this is anymore. I know you blame me, but I tried to explain the truth and you just ignored me. I knew you’d reject me and that it would hurt, but you rejected me in the worst possible form. You rejected me through silence my greatest fear. It felt like I wasn’t even worthy of your words.