Snowglobe

Mar 03, 2008 - 10:30 AM PST

I think my view of the world is very very shallow.
I've been doing some reflecting and i just realize that all i've talked about is ME,ME,ME.
and i know that i sound like some silly stupid girl frustrated in her life.
Yeah, i get it now.Its Just A Phase.
And possibly every adult reading this would be "She's just in transition period.it'll be over,soon"
And "Been There, Done That"

The question is, WHEN WILL IT FUCKING END?
I'm TIRED ALREADY!
lets just slap me with a manual and be done with!

Haha.Well, I have been viewing the world through a snowglobe.My world is small, and in the centre is me.And my view of the world is clouded, with all the snow falling around me.and I am all in my comfort zone and just reluctant to come out.

Pfft.Btw, elections are coming.Not the US presidential campaign 2008.This one is the Malaysian one.the one that happens every 5 years, but still does not manage to interest me at all.Which is bad, coz i am planning to take politics as one of my courses in university.

before you stamp a lable on my forehead like "UNPATRIOTIC".Please, dont judge me like that kid who made that offensive(is it?i never watched it) video about the national anthem.I think maybe they havent actually shed light about voting to the youth.We dont know,wait, I dont know what the issues are or what is the debate all about.

I mean, with the US Campaign, I could see clearly what they are debating about.War,Iraq.Healthcare.Equality.Immigration, Mexican Border.Its all clear and precise.its printed in newspapers and everything.and is comprehendable for an 18 year old.

I know this is completely random and out of the blue, but i miss swimming.I havent swam in months.the last time is december.and the last competition was in july.pergh.