Something is Wrong with Me...

Dec 23, 2007 - 14:56 PM PST

OK. I have a problem. I've met a young woman. She's a little bit crazy. Actually she's a lot crazy. She's also everything I have ever looked for in a woman for my entire life. Have you ever met someone who filled you with life and energy every time you saw them? Or made you want to say and do things you would never even consider if you were in your right mind? Or everything seemed ok whenever they were around, even when everything WASN'T ok? Someone who makes you feel like superman just by the way they said your name? Some one who you would protect against any enemy so long as you had one drop of blood still in your veins, even though you'd never actually met them? Someone who makes you smile just by thinking of them? Or cry when they cry? Someone you would be happy to just hold forever, because it felt that right. Someone it was ok to be an idiot around, because you knew they would never judge you for it? Some one you wait, with your cell phone in hand, for the minutes to turn to that hour they said would be the best time to call?
What is wrong with me? What's worse is that she isn't just a distraction, because I only really think of her that strongly when I am not working. And that wishing she were around. I'm a moron. She could stab me in the throat with a pen and I'd probably just gurgle a laugh, shake my head and then go to the hospital and tell them I fell. I am pretty sure I've gone insane. Do they have pill to cure this?