Sooo

Jan 10, 2008 - 22:17 PM PST

I don't know what to say I'm just REALLY confused about things. Right now i'm in the middle of trying to tell my mom I'm bi... or even gay... but she is too busy to even hear what I have to say. Is it bad that i'm mad at her for that? Not only that but i found out she is homophobic A few of my friends have helped me through all of this and my oldest sister. And the only thing I can't tell my sister is I have a crush on her friend...GRRRR... huh. i think she likes me too but what am i supposed to do just say "Hey I like your friend. Will you hook me up with her?" I CAN'T I JUST CAN'T.... can I?!?!?!?!?!?! HUH... Plus I can't/shouldn't start any type of relationship right now b/c I'm moving in a 2-3 months or less... idk really but SERIOUSLY IF I START ANY TYPE OF RELATIONSHIP RIGHT NOW IN A FEW MONTHS IT WILL BE HARDER TO LEAVE....
PLUS....this guy i like is in a FUCKED up relationship and is getting treated like shit and he thinks he can change her but i know he can't....and shouldn't have to. If he broke up with her i would so date him....GOD THIS IS SOOOOO CONFUSING I FEEL SOOOO MISERABLE NOT KNOWING WHAT I WANT OR WHAT TO DO. I guess I should say who I want.

this is horrible the only way to describe it is i'm bi-curious.

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!