source of my happiness.

Mar 10, 2008 - 01:07 AM PST

smiling ear to ear
laughter filling even the mouths of men trained 2 not feel.
an old friend or even a group
like the welcome stoop of a house
not near seldom visited

greeting sitting halting hugging
and falling in love again with the friends i dearly miss.
swift to the fact of my absent track
all still a welcome smile and a cheers.



half poem half blog. last night, i finally had a chance to meet up with my four closest friends and make 3 more. it was great to toast to great times had and more to come. one of my friends had asked me in the beginning of the night a question that had me thinking throughout the night.

"what is your source of happiness/feelings?"

leaning back in my seat, calming back inhibitions. i had realized that this was one of my sources. personally, i get joy from the most inane things everyday but to feel it happening, felt like realizing i had won the lottery. a sense of euphoria combined with the feeling of comraderie could only bring a smile to my face.