Speechless.

Feb 24, 2008 - 16:39 PM PST

What do I name something that has a loss of words...with no realization, no point, no purpose...and yet I suppose that is a good enough title within itself.

I discoverd something about myself recently...
I am waiting upon the coming month as my salvation...
My life awaits this month...

I have many dreams, many hopes. Many wishes.
And yet I feel that I am soon to be doomed, to live a life not so unlike my mother's.

I am so sad by this, so scared.
My fear is too deep to express...

What should I say to this?
My thoughts are grim.

I...

I am speechless.