starrgazerr | Albany, NY  • United States , Age 26

Stream of Consciousness... before my battery dies.



Apr 05, 2008 - 18:59 PM PST

Isn't that idealism vs. reality? Ha.

I wish I could plug something into my head so I can upload it straight to my works. I don't want to type because it's slower than speaking. I don't want to speak because he's asleep next to me. And because I don't have any video what-have-you in order to upload video files - yet. If I'm going to be a qL extrordinare I better get something with which to post video blogs!

I really like this site. I think it's my new favorite. I've spent all night here. I'm happy, too, because we were going to go out dancing tonight. Not that I don't like dancing - obv if you know me you know I do - but I have just been feeling homey lately.

It was so nice out today that I could sit on the porch and read my book. That is until I decided to be nice and try to make a makeshift leash for Kitty and stupidly tied it to his collar, the same collar I got for $1.99 at PetSmart, from which he quickly separated as soon as he ran. Another lovely day of chasing down the cat. I do love him so, though.

This is what I remember. I remember the days of listening to music, downloading and downloading until my hear would explode. Typing and blogging and thinking and writing. Bathed by Christmas lights and red wine. 2 in the morning welcomed a smile and retirement. Bittersweet agony of wanting and having it all...

I wish TS had more time to be on this site. It's very "us" if you will.

29 (I believe) more business days until I'm officially resigned. I can't wait for Virginia. Katie and I are going to take a trip down there one week from today. I love how it's a day trip. Well, at least a weekend trip. I wouldn't say day trip at all. But it's drive-able and that's what counts.

Oh livejournal, just when I started to get back into you, qL came into my life. We had a budding romance, but alas, it has been faltered and tried by so many other, albeit better blogs...

10% battery. must type faster.

Happy tomorrow is Sunday and I have another day to relax. I would really enjoy going to the park and taking pictures. I think I may do that. I hope I do. MMMMMMMMM Sleeping IN tomorrow!

Thanks to you if you read this. Although, I don't know how I would know you do unless you comment, and not that I'm comment-scrounging, it's just off to think that a potential mass of people may very well click their way into my mind today.

Goodnight, sleep tight, don't let the beg bugs bite.

~xoxoxoxox~



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Apr 05, 2008 - 22:19 PM
Awww I read it and left you a comment, don't you just love me now hehehe :)

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