Surviving My Quarterlife 3

Jan 08, 2008 - 21:50 PM PST

Wow I can't believe that I have been able to write a blog entry every day since I started! Okay, it is only the third day, but that is really good for me! It must be some kind of record for me to write something everyday like this. I'm sure it will not last, but I will try to make it last as long as I can. (probably not too long)

Anyway, nothing really interesting to report today. I forgot to note in my last entry that I ate some junk food last night. I had gold fish crackers, M&Ms, and pretzels. This is not good, but it could have been worse. I think most people would fall into the same trap that I do. You see, I do not have a lot of income at the moment and at my part time job, which I sometimes have to work late at night, there is free food. It is not the healthiest of food, but it offers some satisfaction when you are hungry. They also offer some apples, oranges, and a variety of tea, which I also enjoy––so those are healthy. But I am trying to justify something that I know is not healthy. Eating sugar and refined flour is not good to eat late at night. But I just cannot resist it!!! It tastes so good and it is free! I am going to work on resisting it though. It is good in taste, but not in health. I will hold myself accountable on this blog!

Anytime I do something unhealthy I will have to admit it on here. I know it probably sounds like I am too healthy, but you only live your 20s once and I want to spend mine and the rest of my life in good health and in good shape. Maybe this sounds stupid to some people, but I think that we should all strive to be healthier. I am going to try to be super healthy. Especially this week because I want to be in good shape for ONS, who has a perfect body by the way.

In case someone is reading this and did not read my last blog entry, ONS is a person that I had a One Night Stand with about a month and half ago and who I am now trying to date. I went over to ONS's apartment last night and we just talked before ONS went to a business dinner or something. It was quick and a little awkward mostly because of me, but it went okay. I thought I sent ONS a text message this morning asking how the dinner went, but ONS never wrote me back. The only problem is that my sent message folder in my telephone was full so the message I sent was not recorded. So there is no way for me to know for sure if the message went through and if I actually sent it. Oh well. I will send another message to ONS either tomorrow or the next day.

I keep wondering if trying to have a relationship with someone who you have had a one night stand with is a good idea or not. On one hand you don't have to worry about whether the sex will be good or not, but on the other hand there is nothing to build up to. Well I guess you can build up to a real relationship, but there is not first time sex as a reward. But I guess you can still have sex a second and third time as a reward and that should still be good.

I hope that no one I know figures out that I am writing this stuff here because that would be really embarrassing. I still can't believe that I am writing about such private stuff for everyone to see. I guess I could set it to private, but there is something exciting about knowing that some random person could read this and be interested or get some kind of entertainment or advice out of it. I must be inspired by the character Dylan in the show Quarterlife. She just blogs about anything and everything so I guess that is what I am doing. Although her life is all scripted and mine is real, but oh well. I guess Dylan's life is supposed to mimmic a real life so I guess there can be some real connections between the two of us.

All I did today was watch The View, which had the Super Nanny on who was kind of boring, work out at the gym for a long time (I did pushing exercises like the bench press), then ran about 6 or 7 miles (I walked for little while in the middle when I got a blister, and then I went to yoga class. I ran past ONS's apartment, which kind of makes me a stalker I guess. But I did not even look at the place I just ran by on the other side of the street. There is something about being physically near the place where someone you like lives that is nice (at least to me). It gives me some kind of connection. Okay I probably sound crazy right now, but oh well. I'm sure if most people were totally honest and open about everything they did, they would also sound crazy.

Well I hope that ONS calls me or that we hang out soon.

Oh, so I noticed this weird red thing on the side of my eye. It is not extremely noticeable, but it is strange and not very nice to look at. It kind of looks like a tiny pimple, but it has been there for a long time. I don't know what to do about it. It won't go away. I guess I will go to a doctor, but that will be expensive. This sucks!

Okay, for the 4 tasks that I have to work on, I did not do very well today.

#1- Exercise/Nutrition: I did get a lot of exercise today and I only had very healthy food. So that was successful.

#2-Money: I spend much more money than I made today. That is bad. I did not even look for a job. That is very bad.

#3-Relationship: I only sent a text message to ONS today and did not hear back. This is probably a bad sign. I guess I will just have to be patient and wait and see.

#4 - Script Writing: I did not write or work on any script today, which is bad. I have failed at this for many months now and I will probably continue to do so, but I at least want to document it on this blog so that I at least hold myself accountable. This will hopefully encourage me to work on it one day and maybe one day soon.

Okay I am really tired from yoga and from all of the exercise so I am probably going to go to sleep soon. Bye for now. Until I write in here again.