Surviving My Quarterlife 6

Jan 12, 2008 - 16:00 PM PST

What do you do when you like someone so much that you are scared to even call them or see them. I mean I would probably be scared to call anyone. I think the reason that I am so afraid is that it seems like this person does like me and I don't want to mess that up. I mean we don't know each other that well and we have only seen each other twice, but I still don't want to lose the feeling of knowing that there is a possibility that we could have a relationship. I think that I am hanging on to nothing. I mean there is something there, but it is only potential. So I guess I need to go through the hard part of flushing out the truth. I need to spend more time with this person and find out if they really like me. This is not going to be easy, but I have to do it. Its like ripping off the band aid.

Today was a rest day. I woke up, got something to eat, and went back to sleep. My knee feels a lot better today. Not perfect, but better. I think I will go to the gym tonight. I hope that I do not injure my knee.

I am a little sick today. Runny nose and lots of sniffles. It is a little annoying, but it does not really bother me too much. It reminds me to be grateful for the days when I am in perfect health.

1 - Have not exercised today, but had healthy breakfast and will do leg workout tonight.
2 - Did not make money today, but is Saturday so that is okay with me.
3 - Did not do anything about relationships today except think about how much I like ONS. I am getting ready to test the waters with ONS and find out what the real deal is. This is going to be hard.
4- Nothing to report about Script writing except that I might work on it after I finish this blog entry.

Okay, bye for now.