The Circle

Apr 22, 2008 - 00:11 AM PST

I guess we really have to go all the way around. I don't mind going, but when someone close to me goes, I don't find it a pleasant experience. I don't know what to make of it, or think of it...rationally I just want to make sense of it. Maybe I can't and never will be able to. I find myself a bit jealous...I want to know what's out there too. What does happen?? Is it this painful for you? This is hurting alot of people in alot of complicated ways. It's good for us to face it and try for a while to wrap our minds around it...how someone can just disappear like that...poof...never see them again. But that's how it is and the world doesn't stop...the days and nights push on without regard to how you feel or what you want. Just keep stepping, keep breathing...closing the circle.