This is a snipit of my book. Tell me what you think.

Dec 21, 2007 - 15:00 PM PST

"I can't do this anymore." I said. "I hate you, so much." i lied.
He grabbed my hand and then kissed my lips gently.
"You don't mean that." Jess said.
"But i want to. I try every day to stop wanting to be with you. I hate needing you and wanting you near me all of the time. I want you to go away, but i know-." I stopped to breathe, trying not to cry. That was the last thing i needed. "I know that if you ever did leave, i wouldn't be able to make it through one day." I finished pushing him away from me.
"God damnit Anna. Why don't you just grow up? Why are you fighting this, and trying to make me and your feelings for me go away? People waste away their life trying to feel how you feel about me. And what makes me even more mad, is how I feel that for you, just ten times harder. I'm not fighting it though. Cause I'm loveing every second of it. So damnit Anna, stop pushing me away." Jess said trying so hard to make me understand. No wonder i love this boy.
"That's the thing. You'll end up being just like every other guy. One day you will leave, and I'll be stuck here. Hurt and alone." I replied.
He smiled and then shook his head.
"Did you not here what i just said? I love you. I'm so in love with you that it drives me crazy when you're not here. I've written so many songs in the past, but none of then are as good as the ones I've written when I'm thinking about you. And that scares the shit out of me. Not one other girl has made me feel this way. Do you understand that?" He asked as tears came from his gorgeous eyes. I'd never seen him cry before. And i didn't like it at all.
I didn't answer him. I simply wrapped myself in his arms and kissed him as hard as i possibly could.




It's nothing special, just a chunk out of the middle that i thought was appropriate for today.