To whom it may concern.

Mar 31, 2008 - 17:39 PM PST

i should have never believed i was special enough for you
now look at me, i'm a mess because of what you're putting me through

carve out my heart, take it away
i don't want to feel you anymore
i'll bleed you out
i hate feeling like i need you
this addiction i never wanted to get
you're a virus i'll never get rid of
the reason i'm crying
the reason i'm trying
even thought i'll never be good enough for you
::shudder::