today

Jan 08, 2008 - 15:31 PM PST

so i'm feeling some desire to write something. i think it is because thoughts are running through my head like mad and i need to get everything out! this stupid weather change has caused my allergies to go CRAZY- but i guess when five days ago it was 30 degrees and now the high today was 76, there is bound to be something screwed up with your body. it has really been one of those days where you are moving at 100mph and suddenly you find yourself in a corner crying because you just don't know what to do. (maybe thats just me!) i'm sensitive okay! haha anyways writing just makes me feel better. and its interesting that i've never blogged before because this is such a huge relief for me. when i was younger and my parents were getting divorced and all that shit i use to write pages and pages of stuff in windows notepad and then as soon as i was done i deleted it all. half the time it was filled with poems and songs that probably were pretty good but perhaps its good that i don't still have them. anyways my dogs are running wild around the house and before something breaks i better go! love and light to you all!
ali