Too Late

Apr 14, 2008 - 19:38 PM PST

I feel like there is a cement brick in my stomach, I feel sick, like I am going to throw up.
I really did try awfully hard in all my classes. But I still didn't do so well. I feel awful. I feel like a failure.

And thats so typical-teenager. But I actually feel disgustingly sick.

Which is bad. Last time this happened I went into a really bad phase.

And its way too late to bail myself out of it.

Hello self-destruction, please go away, and don't come back any other day.