trishie says,.

Jul 16, 2008 - 22:12 PM PST

my cousin and i are tight,.!
super tight,.
we shared aLmost everythin,.
except for guys ofcourse!
that wud be gr0o0o0ssss!!!LMA0!
xoe,.
i miss her x0e much,
then todei,
over yahoo messenger,.
we talkd,.
and wut had become to be center of the conversation was the "thing"
goin on between me and mhac,.
i toLd her bout the previous episodes in our b's..
and she surprised me,.
she toLd me that she thinks,
i do deserve better,
and someone who couLd actuaLLy be there for me,
i cannot Live in my past,
or eLse iL be hoLdin on to it forever,
she toLd me that we shouLd just Let things happen and get on wit our Lives,.
****
exactLy,.
im tired of this cycLe,
im Like a rebound of sum sort,.
he onLy remembers to caLL me whenever he has girL troubLes,
or worst if h's singLe,.
but u know wut,
thats kinda how it goes wit me too,.
but its different,
my heart stiLL beats for him,
and yes,
im sLowLy dyin everytime he has to Leave with out me knowing he has aLready gone,
but im gonna kip on tryin,.
stupid is,.as stupid does!
haha
idk!
maybe my cousin's right,.
shouLd i just Let go?
but i dunno!
mhac and i are too much attached now,
we are both tryin,
i dont wanna ruin it,
just because i wanna quit!
and i wanna give it up,
that wouLd be just xoe unfair to him,.
weLL,
i guess,.
at the end of this bL0g,
im stiLL gonna go for it,.
im gonna wait,.
wait,.
and wait,.
tiLL its over,.
( -_-)