Unstable

Feb 27, 2008 - 13:04 PM PST

Everyone at school thinks my life is easy. I walk around with a smile on my face because I'm trying to hide how so unstable I really. I mean, don't get me wrong...there are some things I truly smile about because they are funny. But the rest is just me hiding. My mom and dad are in the middle of a divorce. My sister wants to live with my father, I want to live with my mother. Me and my sister would both really rather stay with our dad because my mom truly gets on our nerves t the point where we scream. She is part of the reason why I m so unstable. But on the other hand, it seems like my father is lying in court. He is saying that my mom asked him to leave, but that is not the way I saw it. Why would my mother ask him to leave like this? Why would my mom ask him to leave when she knew she had no money and that my father was supporting us the whole way through. My father had really already left, but my mom called him and said come back because I am not telling your daughters that you lefft us, because if you don't, I'm telling them that you don't love them enough. My father is being so unfair, he is such a lier. My mother said that we can go visit him or even live with him for a month or 2, as long as she has the right to say no and that one no can overrule me father. So that is why I want to stay with my mom. But my sister doesn't beieve she will let us stay with him. Plus, my father does make alot of money. I love my mother and my father. But they have both got to get their act together bc they are making me so unstable to the point where I am just willing to live with my grandparents or my uncle. It's a shame that I would rather live with my best friend than to live with my parents. It hurts me to say that, but...it's true.