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Feb 27, 2008 - 02:09 AM PST

under starry-eyed skys i walked till my legs burned. till my eyes saw the truth of you. i saw her sitting there under the moonlit branches singing a song not recognized by my deaf ears. she was meditating. thinking about the sun and the raindrops on saturn. will it freeze before it gets to the surface or will it break under the presure of the rings? will mars eclipse the sun and move for a break in the sunlight? she didnt know. she was still thinking bout how the rains on saturn are so hard that they break your skin. her truth, different from others, but still the same in the universe, developed from endless tours of duties in the cosmos. from point to point and from invisible to visible. does she see me? standing there with my mouth half-opend and seeing my breath for the first time. no she does not for i am invisible to her. no one sees me. a wayward soul wandering the universe from end to end. moving without sound. i can hear her whispering to me. sending thoughts into my brain. thoughts of love and prosperity, evilness and suffering,freedom and enslavement. just as the moon rose above the rings of saturn, she stood. shaking her hair and as i watched it flow in the cool unusual breeze i fell in love with her. she reminded me of the winters in hawaii. cold and rainy. where it is unusual for the winter breeze to be so cold. she walks slowly toward the end of the peir and looks under the high tides mark on the concrete. searching. for what i ask myself. what can she be possibly looking for. another person. looking for her match. another soul whos invisiblility is obvious. i swiftly hide behind the tree where she was sitting. can she see me? yes for i am her match. she pretends to see nothing but she is looking into me like a barrel. searching for something again. what are you looking for i quiely ask. your heart is her response. she continues to look but to no avail sees nothing. until i take her hand and tell her i love her. it is then that she sees my heart along with my rough outline of a body. she says i was waiting for you. i said in reply i was standing there.we rose above the prison that is the rings of saturns floated into the universe together. through the freedoms of love i have found enslavement