Update on my life

Jan 23, 2008 - 15:23 PM PST

So...
the update on life...
long story turned short...i guess
I finally moved out of my house, left home, got out night of Pep Rally...I was ready and I still am and still will be always ready to go when needed...
Dad tried to get me back...whoop de doo i didn't want to go back and i stayed another day yesturday...he gave me the choice to go or stay...he didn't need me he said...he rather me leave he said...Today this morning i called saying for him to call the police i aint coming home period...
He came to the school but different this time...he was droopy not held upright like always...he came to me and sat me down in the middle of the lunch area outside...He talked to me...differently...said he didn't mean it...he does need me...then he cried...................he cried....he never cried since his mother died... I was in mad mode but i could feel him he cried in the middle of that cafeteria area...he said all he had to say to me and huged me (i didnt hug back) and gave me a kissed my forehead (i didn't kiss back)and walked away...
6th period began i didn't go cuz i just couldn't bring myself to class i was so out of it mad and confused and just i dunno....

I called him ... i said for him come get me and we'll talk...

he did...


TO BE CONTINUED....