Update on my Life Part 2

Jan 26, 2008 - 07:47 AM PST

I sat outside in the eating area...waiting for him...friends were around me wondering wat was wrong...nobody ever seen me so upset...i dont show how i feel often in front of friends but i couldn't even crack a smile. I sat lookin at the pick up road waiting for his van. I thot about what i did...did i make a stupid decision...no i didn't...i atleast had to talk to him...i didn't kno if i wanted to come home...i was so undecisive it was ridiculous.

The van passed and i stood up and walked to it...i wanted to break away and just leave but i had to talk to him.

I stepped foot inside the van...
placing my bag infront of me... i stared at the ground...no sound came from me...
i closed the door and we drove off for home...i saw my friend Bekka and waved to her...she knew something was wrong...i looked so out of it and sad... i signed to her everything will be ok dont worry... as my dad drove away...
The road home was forever the silence was painful...
dad warned me that i would see the lock changed and stuff and some few changes that he did because he tried to not need me and forget me...

As we pulled in the driveway i looked at the door sure enough it was a different lock and wat was inside the house i was afraid to see.....

He unlocked and opened the door

TO BE CONTINUED....