Walking through my life

Mar 10, 2008 - 00:10 AM PST

So, I mean I could tell everyone this in my porfile, but maybe saying it might sound easier. Let's just get this straight out I guess since I can be sitting her for hours typing away and not knowing what to say. I'm 18 year old and raise my two year old niece, while supporting my sister and mother, and attending college as a full-time student of 18 unites. Ya I already know it sounds crazy. I wake up everyday at 6, make sure everyone eats, gets to school and work on time by leaving the house and take my niece to daycare, then drive to school or work myself. My days off consist of cleaning the house and watching cartoons with my niece. Doesn't actually sound fun now does it. The only time I get to myself is when everyone is sleeping and even then I'm mostly up doing homework. Hope that gives you somewhat on what my daily life is like. But I mean that is not all. Boys have to make things complicated. I don't understand why I always get the stalkers or the ones that choose not to stick around. The other day while at school I had my 2 year old niece with me to attend one class. The boy I WAS talking to saw her sitting by me and calling me mommy and he flipped out. Now I find someone who is just as intimidating as me and yet I foul to even try to make a move. So you can say love just sucks ass. But other then that I'm a normal girl i swear, wait forget that. I'll never be normal and reasons why are because I dye my hair when I change my mood and scream when no one around, and on rainy days I love to sit in the middle of the street. But no one would ever notice because I don't like to show it. Well thanks for reading, trust me, I have some great videos and pictures I'll most likely put up later.