WARNING: Angry Sexually-Annoyed White Female Below!!

Jan 06, 2008 - 16:48 PM PST

I'm a little confused about how I should be feeling right now. Should I be happy because I just found out that I got accepted to my University of choice in my first round offers to study teaching Teaching at Deakin University.... OR should I be pissed off that my boyfriend just up and left my house 10 mins ago because I had to stop having sex with him due to it being slightly painful for some reason!!

I think I'm going to go with pissed off!!!!!!

After I told him that I had to stop because I was feeling some pain, he rolled over and said, "What about me??".....WHAT ABOUT YOU???????? I'm the one in fucking pain you wanker!!!!!!!

In situations like this, I struggle to understand why I got back together with him. He is such a fucking baby when it comes to sex.

I consider myself a sexual person, but you have to be in the mood.Right? After working a 12 hour shift in hospitality I don't feel like having sex, I feel like sleeping. When I'm completely stressed out about money, my living situation, work, school.... I don't feel like having sex. When my knees are killing me and I'm in a lot of pain I don't feel like having sex. (I have bad knees).

Do you want to know what he says to me in all of these situations, "All you have to do is just lie there."
O M F G!!! I think the next time he says that to me I'm not going to respond with words, I think I'm going to simply punch him in the face.

You have to be in the mood to have sex otherwise it can be considered rape. And that's what I tell him.

This morning I guess I wasn't completely "feeling it" but I tried to get it going... so when it started to hurt, I said I couldn't do it anymore. So after his "what about me?" he said he was going and left.

Fuck you Stuart!!!


So yeah... I got into Teaching at Deakin and my enrolment is on the 14th of Jan so YAY for me. =)
This is a 2 year course. After I graduate I will be an Art Teacher as well as a Media/Film Studies Teacher. This course will enable me to teach both Primary and Secondary, but my preferred preference is Secondary from years 10 to 12. Fingers crossed. I'd love to get a job at my old High School. I guess we'll see. It's going to be a looooooooong 2 years.