Well...

Dec 30, 2007 - 08:09 AM PST

Lately, I've been having problems with the concept of the world. Not that the world is a just a concept. But that's not the point. I know that the world will keep on turning no matter what I do, and I'm struggling to figure out whether or not that's a comforting thought. In one sense, it is. I mean, nothing major is really going to change. There will still be grad schools, there will still be jobs, there will still be people to connect with. But, what if, while I'm trying to finish what I should have finished a while ago, I miss the one thing that was supposed to make my life complete. What if the perfect job for me is snatched up by someone who won't appreciate it like I would. What if the person I'm supposed to be with is with someone else, and I'm not good enough to ... I don't know, steal him back, or is that even applicable if you've never been with someone? I feel like my life is just slipping past without me, and it's all by my own dumb choices.

Oh well. I guess it doesn't matter anyway, because no matter what I think about it, it won't change the fact that I've still got crap to finish before I start the rest of my life.