Why so attention seeking?

Jan 11, 2008 - 01:27 AM PST

Well, tonight I thought I would write a little something in my blog because for once people started to read them which makes me happy, which also brings me to a very good topic for the night. People often tell me that I am very attention seeking, and to that I say, "Yes! Yes I am!" and I finally got a question on WHY I am attention driven. This is the first time someone has ever asked me this. So I decided to make a blog about it.

I think that only child's are attention seeking because it's just that, we are the ONLY child. Keyword being: ONLY CHILD. See, being one of a sibling you don't have to worry about attention, because you can always seek it from a younger or older sibling, but being an only child, there is no one else to turn to but your mom and dad or guardian or some level of family. Being an only child often results in the child become very deprived of sociality because they feel as though they should be the ONLY one receiving that atttention. They look forward to birthday parties and they take it more seriously than the norm because they know that on that day, all eyes are on them and no one else is getting praise or being talked about besides the one with the bithday. Only child's get EASILY jealous of others and are often envious of others.

They grow to hate the popular crowd because of their entourage, and often tend to become the loner type. Most only child's rely on other levels of performing arts in order to gain attention, being singing, dancing, drawing, poetry, band or etc.

Me being an only child myself, I rely on the internet for attention because my family is always so busy and can't attend to my attention driven needs. You should see me, I'm like a crack fiend! I'm like..."Need attention. OMG! Is that some attention? Can I buy that from you! I'll give you 2 nickels!" This is mainly the reason why I strive so hard to be a successful model and actor, because I know that they get a lot of attention, and when I finally got in a couple of magazines and short films, I grew to get that attention and now I crave it more and more each day. An only child doesn't have anyone to play with, they have no one to console them when they are sad, angry, or weary, or maybe even ecstatic. They have no one to share their secrets with because they never had a sibling.

They often grow up fiending for a boyfriend/girlfriend. The thrive for that love. They want children very bad, and most times lots of it.

Now for only child - men...they have it soo fucking hard because LORD forbid if they were raised by a household of women (like me). IF word was to get out about that - you were considered feminine or gay (until the day you die....TRUST ME!). And you're really screwed if your dad died or left your family (then you're considered a bastard or even more gay).

ONE THING YOU MUST KNOW ABOUT ONLY CHILD PEOPLE ARE THAT THEY GROW UP TO BE THE BEST PERFORMERS OR THE BEST AT WHAT THEY DO THAN ONES WITH SIBLINGS.