Why?

Mar 18, 2008 - 04:05 AM PST

Pearl frames empty,
They sit without pictures,
Without memorys.
Why weren't you here?

On the day,
I give my heart away.
No memorys without you there.
Why aren't you here?

Someday one day,
I'll hold my own.
But will have no memorys of you with me.
Why can't you be here?

The truth lays in your shame,
You left me behind,
You changed your name.
Why didn't you stay?

You went to him.
He seemed more important,
But what about the memorys you missed?
Why did you leave?

Do you look down at me?
Are you proud?
Are you shamed?
Why can't I understand?

I know why,
Because a man was better then me.
Drugs more welcoming.
You died and left me behind.

I wrote this even if it doesn't make sense...for my mother. She died when I was 8.