xoloser Female • 14 • Jenison, MI • United States

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Status... Taken
Orientation... Straight
I'm into... Writing Music Love Mind Photography Friendships Life Loss Beginings
I'm working on... life?
My sites... http://www.slippedaway4good.piczo.com
My Profiles...
http://www.slippedaway4good.piczo.com
http://www.myspace.com/slippedaway4good
http://www.my-diary.org/users/324472

Wow I can be such a dooork lol B)

Last On: 07/02/08 PST

About me

I am a 14 year old girl in high school, soon to become a sophmore [and excited to no longer be a 'freshy']. My whole life pretty much revolves around music and my friends, don't get me wrong, I love my family too but I can talk more to my friends, ya know? Music is so important to me, I think it kinda defines everybody, not really the genera like rap or country but the songs themselves, the lyrics and the notes. I play guitar, key board, and a little drums; I also play bass clarinet in the band and marching band at my school: HHS. I'm currently going out with this guy named James, he's pretty shamazing. My friends are very very important to me, I dunno where I would be without them. Seriously, they've helped me through all the situations I've been through [trust me, there's a ton] and still manage to be insanely random and hilarious at the same time. I love you guys♥

Interests

Music

,I listen to just about EVERYTHING. My all time favorite band would have to be Green Day,they just plain rock my socks and have since 5th grade :D but currently my favorite band(s) is a mix between Meg & Dia [Indie] and My Chemical Romance [♥]. Music is of course my life xD I play guitar,keyboard,clarinet and bass clarinet. My dad has a band too so if you wanna check them out ask me.,

Film

,Well I love disney movies...always have,probably always will haha. But I LOVE to laugh,its my oxygen,without it i'd be dead. So I watch a lot of stuff on youtube too,TheWineKone is my fave,then theres smosh and neil cicierga [or however you spell that name O.o]. So yea.,

Books

,My all time most favoritest book ever is ICE by Phillis Naylor. I must admit I do love the Seires of Unfortunate Events books as well. I guess I have a somewhat childish heart...good or bad?,

School Band Geek

,I play my bass clarinet more than anything [it's my baby],I'm aware that I'm probably never money just playing my bass like my dad plays his bass but I love it just same. I march my bass in the Hudsonville High School Marching Band and I am proud to say that we are the only flight II marching band that actualy marches bass clarinets :D. I also play my bass in regular concert band at school as well. I'm just your average band geek xD haha.,

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Jul 01, 2008 - 02:48 PM PST

spike

xoloser

Hey wats up, what is you name? Mine is anthony but people call me tony.I like to watch southpark it is so funny it crak me up!

Jul 01, 2008 - 02:43 PM PST

spike

xoloser

I'm spike I also like GreenDay it rocks!I have lots of friends. I hang out around my friends sometimes we go to see a movie or two & eat afterward.

Jun 28, 2008 - 03:44 PM PST

xoloser

god im whinny. ignore me.

=P

Jun 26, 2008 - 05:00 PM PST

piinky_promiise

xoloser

well music and friends aren't really hobbies.
like, i'll listen to music and i'll hang with
friends but my friends all have sports and i don't
so .. idk. the thing is ,, with my friends,, idk.
i have to act a certain way. i want to move SOOO bad.
because then i can start over and be who i actually wanna be.
here, i've known them for a long time and everyone knows everyone
and i grew up not to curse. so like now, if i say Damn or Crap, little
words like that, they'll be like "Since when did u start to curse?"
so i can't do that b/c they expect me to act a certain way, and then
when i'm with like other ppl or my family i'll be a different way.
u know what i mean?

Jun 22, 2008 - 02:33 PM PST

piinky_promiise

xoloser

i don't really 'do' anything. i don't have sports or hobbies.

Jun 21, 2008 - 02:30 PM PST

piinky_promiise

xoloser

i'm kristen. and i'm siingleee[=

Jun 21, 2008 - 08:33 AM PST

piinky_promiise

xoloser

lucky ;; so whats up in your life?
whats ur name? lmao

Jun 19, 2008 - 10:12 AM PST

enderofworlds89

nic eits great love hwo its dark

Jun 18, 2008 - 06:52 PM PST

piinky_promiise

xoloser

ya well i turn 15 next month[= and here in Jersey we get our permit when we're 16 and get our license either 17 or 18. i think its 17 but there was a rumor going around saying that they changed it to 18 or something. lol idk. but ur lucky u get to drive. i cant waitttt tilll i can drive omg! freedommmmm.

Jun 16, 2008 - 01:12 PM PST

jedl0ver93

xoloser

yes i did everything on as art i did exceptr the ocean waves that was my grandpa who gave me my talent... i actually need to put more stuff up like my sketches of the tattoos i want

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A Beautiful Tragedy?

Jun 13, 2008

This is a poem that James wrote for me after the whole "emily" tiff thing.
I...I dunno what to say.

"A Beautiful Tragedy... by: James vigil, for Tara, my baby, my Kagome, my Marshmallow, my future Love... if she lets me.

...A beautiful tragedy
... A Love after death
... A rainbow from a storm
... As your kiss takes my breath
... As the lightning strikes
... A flash of your face
... As I sit in the rain
... To fix my mistakes
... As I hold this rose
... A complication arise
... She dosn't know
... That I also cry
... She dosn't understand
... How I care for her
... She won't comprehend
... That I'm breaking for her
... She dosn't know that I'll give her my all
... She dosn't know that if she goes I fall
... She dosn't understand that I'm scared too loose her
... She dosn't understand that I'm falling for her.
... and As the waves shake,
... and As the boat rocks in pain
... and soon I'll take
... anything, so she won't break
... I'll fight now and forever
... so she'll be ok
... even if she leaves me
... its not worth her pain
... and Even though we're together
... I'm still hurting her
... Even though this heat
... our Hearts through it burns
... I won't give up,
... I can't give in
... even if I'll never win
... I will make her happy I have to don't you see... cause I'm scared to loose her.... but will she see."